I’m so tired of everyone and everything. I have one friend that still KIND OF cares about me, everyone else forgot I ever existed. The only reason I’m even writing this is because no one will ever read it. Everything I do or say results in my girlfriend being annoyed or angry. It’s wrong for me to pick up my phone for 2 seconds in front of her, but she can scroll down fb for 20 mins and I can’t say a word without her getting pissed my nigga. My house is full of strangers I call family, and a raging mother who constantly puts me down despite my efforts to succeed. I don’t have a way to release my stress, and I have no idea what to do. I’m rarely down, but for the last month I’ve been miserable every single day. It feels like I died and no one noticed. (Only a handful of people would notice if I actually did anyway.) My attemps at getting a day job have all failed, my dream job will take a couple more years of practice to obtain. If things don’t change, I’m going to suffer for a long time. Maybe I’ll be fortunate enough to get hit by a truck or some shit. Anyway, if you’ve actually read this shit, thank you for giving me a minute of your time. Now forget about me like the rest of the world. I don’t matter anyway.

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